Eh.

A few days ago, out of frustration, I bought a pack of cigarettes. Marlboro Ice Mints. After 2 sticks, I threw the pack away, disgusted with both myself and the cigarettes. I proceeded to go home and puke half my supper into the toilet bowl.

 

Now, do I have a) an temptation problem because I bought the cigarettes, b) a money problem for throwing the bulk of it away, c) a health problem, for puking too easily, or d)an eating problem for even having supper?

 

I think I’m beginning to get overly critical these days. Yesterday, someone told me,”I’d hate to have a life like yours.” in response to a comment about a 21st birthday party feeling like a kid’s party. Obviously it seems like something happened to me during the previous 20 years of my life, that causes me to become emotionally distant, cold as a cucumber, or however you want to put it, depending on what your profession is.

 

Comes with being bored, huh.

2 Comments

  1. 1
    hatekeeper Says:

    eh dun emo and smoke. i tried it once, but its really not worth burning your life away, there’s better things to do to de-stress.

  2. 2
    sarah! Says:

    hahaha love the 2nd paragraph.


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